You are perfectly fine. Even better than many: you know what you want, you have rationed what you have had, you know where to get what you want at the price you can afford.
Here is another scenario for you: I have many bottles in my perfume cabinet, I have had even more of them until this year, I have no idea what I want and where to get what I really really want, and the price.... I better not go there. I am not giving up though, still sniffing bunches and buying blind, my sample collection has quadrupled in number (about 600 now? I refuse to count them little beasts!). And, on top of it all, I am perfectly normal, believe it or not!